31 七月 2009

that's all....

i have done what i want to do....
i have asked what i want to ask....
i have said want i want to say....
all......i have done......

i cant know what will happen happen in the future....
i really cant expect this time....

whatever......
that's all~~~

24 七月 2009

friendship...

today, my class was discussing about friendship...
ya, actually i have though about since a long time ago...
so that, when our lecture told us some point to this...
i agree that,but...in fact, friendship is not as simply as i think...

after word, she wanted us present own opinion to everyone...
from my point, i think that everything can be simply one...
don't think everything too complex, life will be better...
just control your EQ well and understand what ur friend want...
sure can maintain a good friendship...

but after i listened from other opinion...
some of them think that is not good...
feel that hopeless to this...
but....why they think so??
i think that we cant get a good life without friend...
how come they can do that??

nvm, maybe everything is difference depend on everyone...
but during that time...i was missing my happy memory....T.T
miss...really feel that happy i got a lot good friends^^
what we have done, where we have gone, how teasing to each we was....
i think i wont forget both of these sweet and happy memory with my friends...
hmm~~~but i think my was correct as what she said....
friendship is complex when you start getting in society...
i agree this...so i hope that this wont come true...
every thing is simply one then is OK already...

some of my sweet memory...^^V















22 七月 2009

ice age 3....

ice age 3...
i got excited for this movie since it still haven't get on cinema yet...
so that i started to date friends to watch it when it on showing...
but i cant, cant get a good timing to watch it with friends....
some of them have watched already or they are looking to other....
i have been hopeless....

but finally i watched it 2day!!
wahaha...
after i finished my class, then i date one of my friend go home gather...
in fact, i am very tired and sleepy because i only slept about 4 hours for my assignment yesterday...
so i hoped that can go home as fast as possible and take a rest...

when we were waiting the train, suddenly i suggested to watch that immediately....
shocked that my friend still haven't watched that also and wanna to watch that also...
so, we two guys just straight go to watch it...

hmm....
1st time have a movie only 2 guys...
during the movie time, i keep silent to enjoy it...
didn't talk anything v my friend....
because i felt that so weird...
haha...feel that only i was watching that by myself...
whatever, feel happy that finally can enjoy this movie in cinema...
haha...what a damn funny movie....
haven't relax and enjoy to a movie for a long time...
hmm~~~^^

15 七月 2009

!@#@%!#¥%

犯了错,没关系可以补救,从过错中学习.....
重复犯错,还可原谅,或许吸取的教训还不够吧....
再次犯同样的错,..................,去撞墙吧.........

爱情真的没有对与错吗??
爱情就只有值不值的吗??
爱情就只有看感觉的吗??
爱情到底有没有该不该的呢??

12 七月 2009

sigh...

hmm....
no more confidence le...
haiz...

09 七月 2009

happy??unhappy??

today i got a news of my college....
that is my Unity College International finally become an University already...
i think dis is a good news for me...
because it was a cheap fee for study and i started before it, because normally fee of university is expensive one...
so lucky i started before it changed....
and it was a international college, now become an university....
mean =international university???
haha...i hope so...

but another bad news for me is...
its name has changed also, become City University....
what a suck name...i prefer before that one la...
UCI... i think it is better la...
and one more i worry is about fee....
now i am studying foundation in business, but i want to bachelor one...
so i only paid for foundation, scare the fee of bachelor has increased also...
hmm...i wanna get it clear as soon as possible leh...









ah!!!many assignments ar!!!!!!

06 七月 2009

迷失中....>.<

可否想过,以后要做个怎样的人??
可否想过,以后的生活要如何??
可否想过,以后有什么梦想要去达成的???

之前的我,都觉得金钱不是一切...
都抱着钱是赚不完的,活的精彩才是重要的想法....
使我一直都避免做些会令到自己后悔的事情...
因为我知道,时间是一去不回头的...
今天不知明天事,所以生命无悔是我的左右铭....
虽说如此,但我也有想过我的以后会是怎样的...
也有我自己要达到的目标....
美好的生活也时常在幻想着...

然而,我觉得金钱是一种魔力...一种会令人改变的魔力....
随时都可看到,
钱可以令人失去理智,感情,梦想,自尊,等等....
但有钱可以得到什么?荣誉?奢侈?物质享受??
有时觉得若非正当手段得到的金钱或许可以得到这些,但我个人认为失去的也更加多了....
所以,我是个不会把金钱放在第一的.....
但,残酷的现实不得不否认我所说的.....

人大了....
越接近社会,就越清楚我的想法是多么的简单的....
虽然说金钱是可怕的东西,
但为了生存,不得不努力的得到着可怕地东西....
有没想过,若现在的你没了父母的供养,
你的生活会是如何的??
有没想过,现在要你自己开始独立生活,
你做得到吗??
有没想过,到了几时你才可以自己的生活起来呢??

或许别人会觉得我想太多了....
但现在的我也快20了....
对于自己有什么经济能力呢?
半工读赚到的钱只够供给自己娱乐....
或许有人说读书时父母供养是正常的....
但,这是理由吗?
这是理所当然的吗??
有谁可以给意见吗?
若对的话何时才能独立脱离父母的供养呢?
但脱离了,自己又能力自己在外头生活吗?

我其中一个梦想就是以后要做个有知识的人....以便广大我的生活圈子....接触不同的新事物.....
找到对自己有兴趣的工作来享受生活...
这样人生才有价值....
所以我对那些为了提早得到物质享受而听雪去做工的人会觉得很可惜的....
这样的话所接触的事情也有限的....
但最近认真想想,我也好不到哪罢了...

预想未来,有个最好的打算啦....
顺利读到bachelor,但我的出身只是普通的国际学院,
外面的厉害竞争对手还多的很,怎样说大学出身的都是比较吃香的....
在于个好的打算啦....
顺利找到我要的工作,
在计算以后的经济,我薪水有rm2,500啦(有这已经很好了)
虽然我个人的生活维持到....
但若想到以后若有个家庭了呢??
就算要结婚,都不懂要存多久才可以.....
一生人一次的婚礼,怎样也要毕生难忘的咯......

huh....总觉得以后的路很难走咯.....
反观上一代,我相信很多都是没读到书的....
但他们却凭着努力就有自己的成就了....
最少也可以很好的把我们这一代养大咯....
谁都知道,养大一个小孩是要用不少钱的...
但他们做到了....
有时还看到一些已经没读书了的朋友做工的工钱比一些读过书的人还多.....
那读书来干嘛勒??
还觉得现在读书每天要用到钱,蛮浪费的.....

如何?有任何意见吗??
我都开始动摇自己的信念了.....
难道,钱,才是一切吗??
没钱什么都不是了吗???
huh..........

01 七月 2009

Michael Jackson...

最近的新闻都离不开这位巨星的死讯或他以前种种的事迹....
说真的,当一知道他的死讯时,
除了觉得有点(真的有点罢了)可惜和惊吓....还觉得他现在死的话或许还是件好事来的...
毕竟最近他的衰事实在太多了....
甚至我还和朋友开玩笑的说他的死,最近肯定多新闻看了.....
虽然我本身非常欣赏这位巨星,但他的丑闻更带给我不好的印象...
所以.......
他的死,我并没什么特别大的感觉.......

但,最近听回他的歌曲,看他以前的事迹,知道他给得整个世界的影响以及重要性.......
我 改变我的想法了.....
也看到他在演唱会的时候是多么的震撼,我相信真的无能为比吧.....
他的影响和重要性我不用说相信大家也知道吧??
现在我才真真的感受到....
他,Micheal Jackson....真的是一位无人可比的传奇人物....
you are the legend!!!

尤其他的歌,令我更对他是传奇...
要不最近找回他的歌曲,都不知道原来还有很多他的歌我是不知道的.....
他的歌,并不是普通的好听罢了....
听他的歌,真的可以觉得很感触,很感动.....
他的歌里的意思真的可以完全感受得到的....
WE ARE THE WORLD....
HEAL THE WORLD...
EARTH SONG....
YOU ARE NOT ALONE...
BEAT IT....
BILLIE JEAN...
BLACK OR WHITE...
CHILDHOOD....
HUMAN NATURE.....
这些我最近都在听的....
听了真的很感动...
里面的歌词真得不是普通的意思的...
有时还想象他在舞台上尽情的演绎这些歌.....真想看....
可惜.......已经不可能了..........

现在回想,还真的不想接受他的死讯....
但如果他没死的话,现在世界会这么的轰动吗??
会知道他对这世界的影响和重要性吗??
他没死的话他的产品会创出记录吗??
难道人死后会更出名是真的??
哈....真矛盾啊....
不过....
他,Micheal Jackson........
really is the most legend no one can compare with him......
you are not alone....