...Down...【消极】

Not only from my family
Not only from my study
and...
Not only from something

dont know since when
lost my confidence
lost my active
lost my optimistic

i think
i am starting to scare
scare everything
everything i cant control

this my mood
DOWN

我，令人【讨厌】的原因

自大
自以为是
为图是利
自私
毒嘴
讲话没脑
粗心
现实
挖苦别人
霸道
不服输
没礼貌
粗鲁
暴力
小气
吊儿郎当